some least explosive thought

now this always seems the interesting yet irritating part
whatever A do something, nice gesture or not... it will end up as wrong

now when B do something, nice gesture or not... it will always end up as right

face palm

really?? really?? really??

#heel23

august 23

so late again, cant even sleep... yeah it's wide awake
nothing bothering me... maybe there is one or two things
not important
came across a story today
A used to date B back in the days
they broke up
B would want to get back to A
A thought so too
till the very last time they meet, A still think so
one day while going to the cinema with friends
A saw B holding another girl's hand
one would wonder what A would be thinking then
interesting enough B eventually sits in front of A during the movie

life sucks, eh??

depends on how we look at it
mine is not any worse nor any better
just that each individual have different struggle

i would be annoy if not irritated if such thing happen to me

oh wait.. lol, i was in that position before
not in the movies... similar

life as we know it, is not rainbow and butterflies
it gives us hard time when we least expect it to
and it will beat us down to our knees if we let it to
but life is not about how hard we can take the hit
but how we can stand back up on our feet

sometimes things are easier said than done

that i agree

it is a constant struggle
but it's OK
take it as it is, and just enjoy the ride
there's a reason why situation or an incident happen
i firmly believe that god has his plan for all of us

superstitious?
maybe.. but i have learned this lesson back when i was younger
destiny, definitely does not lie in our own hand

a person once told me, why be stubborn and sad upon things we hardly can control
why not just enjoy the moment
at least at this moment I'm happy or that I'm smiling truthfully

so true

then i watched an interview, inside the show came a very interesting question
"who are you?"
and i think to myself, who am I

sometimes i wear so many mask, meeting different types of people, i forgot who am i

i am extrovert, understanding the fact that each opinion count thus i never shy away from expressing my opinions. i hate losing. be it in anything, i hate losing. i am a stubborn individual who hate listening to orders or being asked what to do.

however i am sensitive on the inside for heart are build with blood and not metal nor stick. i rarely reveal this part of me, thus not many people have touched or imprint themselves on me.

I rather reign in hell than serve in heaven.

that being said, i am again, just expressing my thoughts

as for B, losing A might be the best thing he had ever done in his life
vice versa
or it could be the other way
future not for us to see
but for us to shape

 

 

 

august 22 (2)

as the dusk break, night begin to fall
and the only light
came from the ever shinning moonlight
i call it the beaming skylight
some call it the nightlight
others call it twilight
many prefer call it as the midnight

life is never black or white
there are many grey area in between wrong or right
some prefer to speak while other prefer to write
never easy standing under the spotlight
performing under the limelight
just for a moment i would like to share something inside
emotional side that i long to incite

when i first met her, something inside just ignite
being beside her suddenly everything feel alright
dream came true this pretty snow white
make me her shinning knight

path was tough
and i let this princess go through tears of night
shaking in cold frostbite
lonely and in fright
at times switching off her daylight
try as i might
sometimes i fail to make her feel alright

but this princess still hold tight
pulling me back when i became a lost kite
becoming my safelight

we're not going to break cause we still beleive what we got is what we got
and we know we got it right
holding each other in sight
hand in hand holding tight
let us be each other's guide
with each other in arms we can make everything seems alright
beaming straight into finite
we will still brave the fire, walk the wire without much fright
with you around i feel so invisible
it's us against them all
with this together we stand tall
and we'll catch each other if one ever break the fall
finding ways to keep each on the track breaking every single wall

let them bring an army
let them bring a city
let them be monkey
or even donkey

road might be foggy
might not be any fancy
but i vow to not make u any lonely
words for thee
for once let me brave this story
and do my best to carry you dearly
making you feel like you are in disney
let only the tears of joy that flow through that face of ever lovely
smile like an angelic melody
shoulder you through it all safely
until i'm all wrinkly
through fifty
sixty
seventy
or even eighty
giving you my best solely

you have touched me that deeply
sorry for being silly
writting all this does sound a bit mushy
if not funny

but, finally

i dare to say, if not surely
sweetie,
you are that beauty
wanting you to be my that "only"
my little bunny
that i'm proud to make everyone envy

august 22

all grown up and strong, ready for battle
in a land fill of brutal and cruel
born in 20th of april
i know i can take the stage standing in the centre
life is like a burning candle
or it can be a glowing crystal
but thanks to the appearing of an angel
giving a whole new twist to this dream bubble
sending a halo to this devil
who knows you have been that important fuel
oh little miss sunshine that shine like a crown jewel
findng yu were like looking in the ocean for a needle
billion of people
that we start of as a perfect stranger
to you being that perfect special
you are like the perfect answer to that perfect riddle
novel
recital
melodic carol
it was not a gamble
but simply that perfect bridal

few days been nothing short of thinking about you
too much about you
now my head ia a little screw
however i know this is all just true
that i knew
all this thing i would never want to undo
i know you think the same too

august 21 (2)

i have not felt much burnout like i did now
im tired
on many aspect
and seeking a rest
this burnout is causing much problem
to me on every aspect
i need a long break
just to be myself and to refresh
mask are wearing thin
i knew a champion only growl in pain, cry in tears, kneel in defeat with nobody watching
will of an iron
nothing really kill me
just tire me down

thanks for the support when nobody does
thanks for the encouragement
thanks for listening

thats why in my heart you reign in heaven

Season changes
Another year goes by too slow
memories got blurry
i must be getting old

Anytime at all
listening to our song
Any days too long
Just turn it on
With or without me holding you at all

finding a reason
To be standing tall
Could you wake me from misery
Don’t wanna be alone
Walls are closing and I am floating

it is our song
that keeps my feet on the ground
still standing

august 21

beaming inside the ocean they call it the pearl
angelic voice and a sweet face girl
a kiss would send my feet curl
a smile would send my brain swirl
a touch would send my heart twirl
a hug would send myself in a whirl
it will be us against the world
let words be hurl
carefully we create our very own dream world
yes, u r my very own world
at times the walk seems a thousand mile
making you wonder if its ever worthwhile
walk has never been tougher ahead
i will walk it, just to see that smile

the moment i held your hand
how tough it is, i won't even think of letting go
hoping the journey would be easy
turning sadness into more happy moments
this love journey is like driving in a road
there will be small holes, humps and bumps
i pray to god to let go of two lovers
that god would spare 10 minutes of kindness
to let us enjoy this 10 minutes of worry free
a 10 minutes kiss
that to me that would be like an eternal bliss
ever so pretty, standing beside this little miss
that i call my princess
it is an honour that i am your prince
with you i knew that love does exist
hold on tight, and love me please
i just want an ending like it is
from the show beauty and the beast
with your love, i know i am forever at peace
never caprice
you are that missing piece

august 20 (2)

you are wonder
you are my whole new chapter
although not always the answer
your smile and touches has however make my life richer
someone who i have ponder
i just want to hug you tighter
in you ear i whisper
hold my hand dear
together we walk this path of cold winter
blazing hot summer
bed of dagger
carpet of fire
your eyes to me is like a diamond that glimmer
so ever sweet and tender
words will always be words from haters
although at times im a big fat liar
or tell you some funny jokes about nigger
or simply just a monster
but you are my life's new chapter
so let's walk this together
holding tight forever and ever and ever
and ever
and ever
and ever

august 20

i am mars, you are venus
your smile resemble all sweetness
if not pureness
making me feeling helpless
you are like an angel's heiress
showing a whole new meaning to christmas
there is no need for a big palace
without you around, it's like a melody being tuneless
sentence and speeches uttered wordless
at times pointless
for with you around, you define the word "us"
why spend time argue
when it only bring us blue
something we cant undo
my word for you is true
yes, time flew
but i knew
that u knew
how much u mean to me too
if i can, i would build you a statue
if i can, i would put your name in tattoo
why is it that you cant still see through
that i finally found you
and yes, i love you too

敢作敢為

對錯错是無形　得失怎計算
塵世裡的所有　分不開开 看不清
理智或糊塗　不須多介意
遊戲裡的所有　擔得起　放得低
敢作敢為为 今天那天高海闊阔
一笑常在　我便已擁有天和地
你我像浮雲　飛風中碰上
和你擦身走過　不相干但欣賞

sweat

the rain keeps falling and falling
same goes
the mouth keeps running and running

sweat

from heaven

a movie often end with a character taking a fall
usually a villian
or a superhero with a heavy burden
you are like a sunlight coming from heaven
giving sweet memories with sweet caption
some say be caution
but i can say with certain
you are the one i have chosen
sometimes this dream sound a bit too fiction
in life we often been given the sour taste of lemon
but least worry, im not at all shaken
beckham has his angel called harper seven
while bill gates has his billion
you just happen to be the one i have fallen
i hope time can just be frozen
where all arguments and misunderstanding would just lessen
because before i tuck you in bed
i would always want to say goodnight and sing you to sleep
only you
sometimes love happen all too sudden
heart were stolen
breath were also taken
all i know is that this wonderful woman
is just a gift from heaven
an awesomesweet charming gift from heaven

a little from inside too

Sitting down starring at the sky
drizzle down
creating mist of clouds
it's nothing but some feelings
Drowning in the pool of voices
You see I've always been a fighter
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
Love songs are meant to be sing like how it is meant
stars are meant to shine
songs are meant to rhyme
sky are meant to be touch
pictures that left behind
some made us laugh
memories that left behind
some made us cry
fragrance that left behind
some made us smile
stroking hair pampering you to sleep had always been the best moment
to touch your lips and hold you near
to play with your fingers and gaze into your eyes
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man
sometimes we ran out of luck
to a point we dont hug
sweeping crazy memories just under the rug
all this feels like you had just pull the plug
darkness loom near
its your laughter i yearn to hear
coldness creep in as any can bear
dear
your love is all i have to wear
build on this and not let it tear
nobody would understand
just how tired and strong we stand
in this hot frying pan
but let's hold hand in hand
in this tough cruel land
it is with you i feel i'm in heaven
too~

a little note from inside

Looking in your eyes I see a paradise
This world that I've found
Is too good to be true
Standing here beside you
Want so much to give you
This love in my heart that Im feeling for you

Let them say we're crazy, I dont care about that, what do they know
Put your hand in my hand
Dont ever look back
Let the world around us just fall apart
we can make it if were heart to heart

And we can build this dream together
Standing strong forever
And if this world runs out of lovers
Well still have each other

Im so glad I found you
Im not gonna lose you
Whatever it takes I will stay here with you
Take it to the good times
See it through the bad times
Whatever it takes is what I'm gonna do