may 26(iii)

this is how hierarchy works, but have one ever wonder why pawn stay as pawn?

or why knight is a knight?



why let other control who we are... and how we feel



and yes

the journey is so much more important



this i finally understand

may 26(ii)

sick again....

and for the moment i just have to battle it out alone



but then again



i guess weather play a role...

and the heavy dust and rain in HCMC



i would probably get a day off, just to sleep it out...

but this never happen on monday.. always too much work to follow

darn it

may 26(i)

there are a few things in which is to stop thinking



sometimes some past are to be put aside



for some and also for most



but it can be done

but how can it be done?



and as every kid would have tell you



but it's not over

in fact its far from over



that's why it's so important to stay strong now



but in regards of how tough or big the problem is

i will handle it



so keep pumping the fuel

and keep on going and going





most important for those that pick me up during these tough time

may 26

this so called 505 rally... it's getting more and more pathetic  as the day goes by

what's the whole problem of gathering and listening to things that have been repeating itself over and over again for the past few rallies??

is there and even purpose to hold such event?

to get notice?

u already got notice the first time you did it at the kelana jaya stadium

either you take it to the street and make the government change or just stop all this nonsense..especially those socalled Gen-Y youth... bombarding the facebook talking nonsense and nothing but rubbish...

oh yeah, that's what they are good at... talking...

it is so pathetic....

join in the rally singing Negaraku and shouting slogans are meaningless...

seriously... it makes me nuts reading at those crap...

Pakatan Rakyat!! you are too soft to be a leader... way too soft!!

five for figthing

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive,
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird
I'm more than a plane
I'm more than some pretty face beside a train
And it's not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie,
'Bout a home I'll never see

It might sound absurd,
But don't be naive
Even heroes have to right to bleed
I may be disturbed
But won't you conceive
Even heroes have to right to dream
And it's not easy to be me

Up, up, and away, away from me
But it's alright,
You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy or anything

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive,
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special thing inside of me
Inside of me
Inside of me
Yeah, inside of me
Inside of me
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
I'm only a man looking for her dream
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
And it's not easy
Oooo oooo oooo

It's not easy
To be
Me

fast car

You got a fast car
I want a ticket to anywhere
Maybe we make a deal
Maybe together we can get somewhere
Any place is better
Starting from zero got nothing to lose
Maybe we'll make something
But me myself I got nothing to prove

You got a fast car
And I got a plan to get us out of here
I been working at the convenience store
Managed to save just a little bit of money
We won't have to drive too far
Just 'cross the border and into the city
You and I can both get jobs
And finally see what it means to be living

You see my old man's got a problem
He live with the bottle that's the way it is
He says his body's too old for working
I say his body's too young to look like his
My mama went off and left him
She wanted more from life than he could give
I said somebody's got to take care of him
So I quit school and that's what I did

You got a fast car
But is it fast enough so we can fly away
We gotta make a decision
We leave tonight or live and die this way

I remember we were driving driving in your car
The speed so fast I felt like I was drunk
City lights lay out before us
And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder
And I had a feeling that I belonged
And I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone

You got a fast car
And we go cruising to entertain ourselves
You still ain't got a job
And I work in a market as a checkout girl
I know things will get better
You'll find work and I'll get promoted
We'll move out of the shelter
Buy a big house and live in the suburbs

You got a fast car
And I got a job that pays all our bills
You stay out drinking late at the bar
See more of your friends than you do of your kids
I'd always hoped for better
Thought maybe together you and me would find it
I got no plans I ain't going nowhere
So take your fast car and keep on driving

You got a fast car
But is it fast enough so you can fly away
You gotta make a decision
You leave tonight or live and die this way

may 25(i)

well said

may 25

interesting picture shown... which is your favorite?

may 24(ii)

how we started had a wonderful story behind
It occurred accidentally
gone through some literally wind and rain with you
been drunk and pain for you too
Everytime you grumble with your eyes
It's like i do not know how to give you tenderness
it started with a gift
a present from god
how it turn out was unexpected
one kiss that spark it all
that when dream start

may 24(i)

eye that is fill with emotion only speak remorse and also grief

who better to understand...



as sunset turn to dusk
sometimes it's time to put down the mask
or is it time to put up another mask
has i been simply run out of luck
that stuff i do just make me being label as the next lame duck
did i play my part
did i speak out my heart
inches become yard
that's how far apart
those promise still echo loud in my head on how we should play our part
now what is left is mark left by the dotting dart
leaving something behind the dark
"fuck"
grief grip me hard
as i played my last card
all is thus left is only that little sushi guard
and the nose-less cappuccino guard
don't ask why, how or what
you will not understand that broken heart







and then god send this small note to me





i will pick myself up despite it all

it's hard and tough

but i know i will be alright

it will be okay...

it should be okay.....

may 24

doing survey by knocking on the door is one thing



canvassing looking for sales is another

but to do canvassing under the extreme hot sun much warmer than that of Malaysia.. is a killer

it's so tired

i read on Facebook some people saying they are worse than some bangla because they have to work during Wesak day which happen to be a public holiday

at least you are sitting under the roof and not sweating like a pig!!

this thing i'm doing... if i don't get paid accordingly is seriously not worth doing..

my god! I work some double or triple of some degree holder's effort.. is definitely not looking at some stupid pay





but i know it will pay off one day...

keep going as i keep telling myself.. this really is nothing



yeah, sweat like a pig

may 23

it is suppose to be this sweet....



or something like this too



and sometimes men forget that are the teddy bear in some girl's heart

may 18

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this one here mean so much than just a cereal

girls psychology

that's like 7 men in 1

bitter first or sweet first

another quote well written

may 13(ii)

Kuching



Melaka



JB



Penang



Vietnam

5 cities in 12 days... this is like playing the amazing race. oh and that is excluding the IBE exhibition..

crazy schedule



is this over work?



look interesting but historian says success never come easy and Einstein only sleeps 3 hours a day.

of course i'm not brain-maniac



hardworking year for me.. really hard work

take some bitter pill now just to enjoy some sweetness in later years