august 23

so late again, cant even sleep... yeah it's wide awake
nothing bothering me... maybe there is one or two things
not important
came across a story today
A used to date B back in the days
they broke up
B would want to get back to A
A thought so too
till the very last time they meet, A still think so
one day while going to the cinema with friends
A saw B holding another girl's hand
one would wonder what A would be thinking then
interesting enough B eventually sits in front of A during the movie

life sucks, eh??

depends on how we look at it
mine is not any worse nor any better
just that each individual have different struggle

i would be annoy if not irritated if such thing happen to me

oh wait.. lol, i was in that position before
not in the movies... similar

life as we know it, is not rainbow and butterflies
it gives us hard time when we least expect it to
and it will beat us down to our knees if we let it to
but life is not about how hard we can take the hit
but how we can stand back up on our feet

sometimes things are easier said than done

that i agree

it is a constant struggle
but it's OK
take it as it is, and just enjoy the ride
there's a reason why situation or an incident happen
i firmly believe that god has his plan for all of us

superstitious?
maybe.. but i have learned this lesson back when i was younger
destiny, definitely does not lie in our own hand

a person once told me, why be stubborn and sad upon things we hardly can control
why not just enjoy the moment
at least at this moment I'm happy or that I'm smiling truthfully

so true

then i watched an interview, inside the show came a very interesting question
"who are you?"
and i think to myself, who am I

sometimes i wear so many mask, meeting different types of people, i forgot who am i

i am extrovert, understanding the fact that each opinion count thus i never shy away from expressing my opinions. i hate losing. be it in anything, i hate losing. i am a stubborn individual who hate listening to orders or being asked what to do.

however i am sensitive on the inside for heart are build with blood and not metal nor stick. i rarely reveal this part of me, thus not many people have touched or imprint themselves on me.

I rather reign in hell than serve in heaven.

that being said, i am again, just expressing my thoughts

as for B, losing A might be the best thing he had ever done in his life
vice versa
or it could be the other way
future not for us to see
but for us to shape