2013....

kinda just want to be alone for a while.

im sorry

happy new year

december 31 2012

got woken up early today, saw the clock and its only 4 something, cant get a good sleep i guess

lots has been running through my mind

one thing for sure though, this time round, i'm not telling a single soul what i think nor what took place

i dont really want to listen to any so call "advises" , "comments" , "opinions" , "judgements" , "feedbacks" on me or on her. I believe whatever took place is quite private. Its a bit devastating to me. The hammer hits even harder when i work hard to achieve something only to realize that one other half don't really know what i'm working hard for. Miscommunication?? mis-interpret i would rather put it

even my parents ask

im not saying anything

and all of a sudden my mom came and go off saying i should start a family sooner to avoid much problem

i did not reply for i knew she wont understand

did i said no?? why is she even judging me on this?? silly people

at this junction of life, having study, experience and endure a certain level of exposure, i am very sure i know what i'm doing.

and you know what the funny part is??

even though after listening to what i say, people still go back to what they think

silly people

*********************************************

I am a person who knows what i'm doing

when i say i listen, it does not mean i need somebody to change my mind or opinion

i just want to listen a different perspective

i got a statement the other day and it goes like this "i have been working with you for the past 4 years and i realize you do have high tolerance level. If a person can make you go crazy, that person must really know how to push your buttons"

i replied "knowing someone so much, sometimes could back fired"

He replied "exactly, and the worst part is even though she knew what pisses you off. She still do it. Is she looking for a fight??"

i stay silent for a while and replied "sometimes a lady just want some attention, i just got really mad that she has to use this way to get my attention. There are many many ways to do it"

he goes off by telling me some of his stories and philosophy

actually what this person is saying, i already knew. However by listening from another party, you get a different perspective at times

i did not unveil my whole situation, but rather reminding of who i am.

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In god i trust

let the whole world go against me

everybody just like to act smart pretending they know everything afterall

they are the judge, they are the critics, they are everything

mr.cupid

If you love, then love-- why must you know?
Calculating affinity is not important
You ask, "But I'll grow older day by day"
If I like you, I'll like you until we're old
Completely using up all of my merits
To substitute all of your faults

Because of you, I can't sleep
Falling into accidentally-planned traps
Even if it's difficult, I won't run away
I've set out on a road that doesn't return
I won't kneel down to beg mr.cupid for mercy
Even if it's painful, I'll still laugh

Mr.cupid can't see us, he can't hear us
He's so busy he can't answer our prayers
I'd guess he already forgoten about us long time ago
many will say that we must go find our own happiness
Please don't wait until you're old before you realize my merits

Last night, in my dreams, I saw mr.cupid
He wanted me to urge you to consider carefully
Who on this world would be best for you

It turns out he could actually see us, he could hear us
We needed to rely on each other's hearts
he can't bear to tear us apart

Mr.cupid told me that love is that subtle
Inperceptibly but inexorably, we two could not be one less
He's willing to keep praying for me
He prays that we two will not be one less

而我心碎妳受罪 妳的美 我不配

這街上太擁擠　太多人有秘密　玻璃上有霧氣在被隱藏起過去
妳臉上的情緒　在還原那場雨　這巷弄太過彎曲走不回故事裡

這日子不再綠　又斑駁了幾句　剩下搬空回憶的我在大房子裡
電影院的座椅　隔遙遠的距離　感情沒有對手戲妳跟自己下棋

還來不及仔仔細細寫下妳的關於
描述我如何愛妳　妳卻微笑的離我而去

＃這感覺　已經不對　我努力在挽回
　一些些　應該體貼的感覺　我沒給
　妳嘟嘴　許的願望很卑微　在妥協
　是我忽略　妳不過要人陪

＊這感覺　已經不對　我最後才了解
　一頁頁　不忍翻閱的情節　妳好累
　妳默背　為我掉過幾次淚　多憔悴
　而我心碎妳受罪　妳的美　我不配

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而我心碎妳受罪　妳的美　我不配

this wording mean so much to me now

pair of shoes

saw this ferragamo men shoes the other day, love it.. it looks really good..

never had a ferragamo shoe before, i will make it mine someday..

:)

its a sporty looking shoes...

as of recently i have been eating some vitamin pills, it's dreadful. i hate pills. taking in around 5 pills a day.. oh gosh

however i have been feeling better since, less tired and stress

time eases up for me during the evening and i will pick up a thing or two to improve myself.

:)

its better to take time to better myself and reflect. i have been taking things for granted and being too stressful, next year will be better. much better, that i'm very sure..

:)

memory

my best memory took place here

its where i feel free and happy as we get to do things we never did before....

space boy floating

i am very sure everything happen for a reason

i have been away from god for a while
losing my principles for a while
forgot how to well treat a person for a while

arguments is all i know
causing much harm and destruction along the way
a wake up call

always the same thing, sailing too high and i forgot the ground
there's always a person to remind me about me flying too high
back to basic and doing my ground work
i'm going vegan for a while, heading back to my roots

i deserve for everything that is coming my way
i will shoulder this and soldier on, its ok
good guy, bad guy.. it does not matter
i regret that i did not do my best and as guilt wrap its arm around me

i rather my world be without sunlight so long as she can give that smile  again
but there are people who has walk path that is even worst than mine...
i know she is better off without me and that im very sure at least she can smile a little more
im also very sure there's a reason why god make me walk this road

we started at april 15 2007
how time has flew by, memories were created in the process
5 years is some period
maybe its even too much for her

it will rain again

If you ever leave me, baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
'Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don't have it anymore.

There's no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor (Ooh)
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm makin'
To keep you by my side
To keep you from walkin' out the door.

'Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it'll rain, rain, ra-a-a-ain

I'll never be your mother's favorite
Your daddy can't even look me in the eye
Ooh, if I was in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thing
Sayin' "There goes my little girl
Walkin' with that troublesome guy"

But they're just afraid of something they can't understand
Ooh, but little darlin' watch me change their minds
Yeah for you I'll try, I'll try, I'll try, I'll try
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
If that'll make you mine

'Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it'll rain, rain, ra-a-a-ain

Oh, don't you say (don't you say) goodbye (goodbye),
Don't you say (don't you say) goodbye (goodbye)
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
If that'll make it right

'Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
And just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it'll rain, rain, ra-a-a-ain

drench in rain

There was once when i had a fight with P, she ends up waiting for me to come back from the park.

Tonight, i just did the same. i waited at the park looking for that familiar face to turn up. It was dark and there were few insect bites, i just sit there quietly and calmly, do some thinking myself too. Then it rains.

i did not move, the rain gets heavier and heavier

a few drop of tears roll down my cheek.

I am really not trying to sound innocent or get vote of condifence nor am i explaning, i'm just expressing

i waited and waited

the rain drench me wet. real wet

i sat there for a very long time

there lies a glimpse of hope of seeing her turning up, asking me to go inside because its raining on the outside

i end up walking home alone

you know why i'm so sad??

because i know the very special things that we share, will not be shared ever

forgot

you have forgot it all

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no, no.. no need for much consulation or offering shoulder

its a pity after everythng

it has come down to this

*********************

it has not been easy

but you have forgot the road we had travel

no need to scream or comment

*********************

i miss that feet that once warm the blanket

december 27

always got woken up at this time, turning sideway to look for that familiar look

like who can really understand??

how do i feel at this moment?? i felt very different both day and night

but it does not matter

***************

you always know how to hurt me the most

when things are always this ugly, you tend to have that backup

why is there always a backup??

***************

I always says this

"what jest think is not important"

never is

is there a point??

***************

i too need a shoulder to lean and cry on

i am a human too

but why am i always the bad person

coming from the person who understand me the most

is there really a need for me to say anything??

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december 26

it will eventually when we are heading the right direction

however a lot of people do not understand this

they understand it verbally but not extensively

for when it comes to practicing it, many tends to stop and doubt themself

seriously, nobody understand the work rate that i have put in

many thought i'm up to no good or doing some hanky panky

i shrug my shoulder

life is more than just making money but the feeling of achieving something, thats very different

i heard loads of voices and also judgements

many will critic and also doubt our very own ability

but we never for a second should doubt ourself

never let anybody tell us that we cant do anything

touch the void

The road has been rocky and a little bit rough at times, i'm climbing and i'm crawling

i know i will be there

it's windy, it's also freezing

but i know i will be there

hardwork is slowly paying off and i'm very glad the very system that i insist and building is finally taking off, waving a slow goodbye to the many out of state trip

only matter of time before i slowly wave goodbye to the many weekends that have taken a toll on my life

maybe just a year or two before i can finally let the steam off my chest

we record a staggering 83.33% growth comparing to last year, a drop of tears suddenly roll down my cheek now, although i am beyond tired i knew that this day will come.

we are also slowly venturing into the overseas market, another exciting project

will this ever stop one might ask.

i always answer back with solid yes, however just give me some time to build up the foundation and system. It will be fine and i will be fine

i'm not eyeing any award nor recognition, however the feeling of knowing i build something up with my own bare hand together with my comrad is very enriching and satisfying.

Of course, hats off to them too for working their ass off, but as i always say

we will one day touch the void.

total wreck

i thought of turning in a new blog for i think the previous one have way too many negativity, in short it fits the word despair... i was very confident that when i shift it here it will be different

kinda end up feeling shitty and same too

i got a bit tired struggling

i felt

so so so so so

lonely

im in a total wreck.....

perfect saviour

One would never understand how it feels to swim with dolphins in the wild until you did so, you could understand it verbally or even watch it from movies but the experience is different

just as what i always told myself, whatever i'm going through or experiencing. Nobody would understand

Thats ok, because nobody should afterall

 

 

All this at what cost??

 

just to shine bright like a diamond? to gain recognition or to gain success?

After everything that i have been and walk through i knew everything will work out and be fine in the end.

That does not mean i need to answer to everybody's question. Just one person is more than adequate for me. Although at times that very person doubt my own statement too.

I know she understands me

All blood, sweat and tears makes me understand life much more in a different view

you can bring me to my knees but no, not anyone. Not life not anybody

we bond together like two little doves
we knew deep inside we will be there protecting the each other like little glove
simply because there exist in us something call love
we start off as just couple of youngster
meeting each other like a stranger
just like in a scripture
we got together
holding each other
though at times there are some bloopers
we always manage to talk it over
you have been always my little prayer
my life warmer
during that ever cold winter
you are my main actress, i am your main actor
but shall we walk together as a stranger
or somewhat better
living a loving romantic chapter
and be at each other's arm as that perfect saviour
and ever
and ever

spaceboy

In life at times you gain some... you lose some

You can never have it all... it is when mind at its purest that we seems to have it all

It is then that i started to doubt who i am actually... i was never the meanest man around the block nor am i that bad ass

however my action seems to be hurting people around me

and i seem to plunge further down santa's list to satan's favourite son... crazy fella

i burn all bridge and knock down every pillar that i stand so firm once upon a time... what the hell

let it all preceive as what it is...

as an outcast, a space boy, some weird ding-a-dong... or whatever it is i be called

i really dont need any stamp of approval on how i lead my life.. however i am truly sorry for the many people i have hurt in between...both words and action

i just a spaceboy that is seeking himself...

october 27

There is always two side of a coin but dont expect anybody to see your side of the coin

in short... people will never walk in your shoes and dont even expect them to understand how you feel, because even though they say they do... they don't

you yourself must know what you yourself are doing

most importantly... you owe your own action to yourself and there are nobody else to be blame...

i prefer at times to keep my views close to myself... and i have learn to listen more

god never let jerks die easily..

thats why the earth is filled with jerks

some least explosive thought

now this always seems the interesting yet irritating part
whatever A do something, nice gesture or not... it will end up as wrong

now when B do something, nice gesture or not... it will always end up as right

face palm

really?? really?? really??

#heel23

august 23

so late again, cant even sleep... yeah it's wide awake
nothing bothering me... maybe there is one or two things
not important
came across a story today
A used to date B back in the days
they broke up
B would want to get back to A
A thought so too
till the very last time they meet, A still think so
one day while going to the cinema with friends
A saw B holding another girl's hand
one would wonder what A would be thinking then
interesting enough B eventually sits in front of A during the movie

life sucks, eh??

depends on how we look at it
mine is not any worse nor any better
just that each individual have different struggle

i would be annoy if not irritated if such thing happen to me

oh wait.. lol, i was in that position before
not in the movies... similar

life as we know it, is not rainbow and butterflies
it gives us hard time when we least expect it to
and it will beat us down to our knees if we let it to
but life is not about how hard we can take the hit
but how we can stand back up on our feet

sometimes things are easier said than done

that i agree

it is a constant struggle
but it's OK
take it as it is, and just enjoy the ride
there's a reason why situation or an incident happen
i firmly believe that god has his plan for all of us

superstitious?
maybe.. but i have learned this lesson back when i was younger
destiny, definitely does not lie in our own hand

a person once told me, why be stubborn and sad upon things we hardly can control
why not just enjoy the moment
at least at this moment I'm happy or that I'm smiling truthfully

so true

then i watched an interview, inside the show came a very interesting question
"who are you?"
and i think to myself, who am I

sometimes i wear so many mask, meeting different types of people, i forgot who am i

i am extrovert, understanding the fact that each opinion count thus i never shy away from expressing my opinions. i hate losing. be it in anything, i hate losing. i am a stubborn individual who hate listening to orders or being asked what to do.

however i am sensitive on the inside for heart are build with blood and not metal nor stick. i rarely reveal this part of me, thus not many people have touched or imprint themselves on me.

I rather reign in hell than serve in heaven.

that being said, i am again, just expressing my thoughts

as for B, losing A might be the best thing he had ever done in his life
vice versa
or it could be the other way
future not for us to see
but for us to shape

 

 

 

august 22 (2)

as the dusk break, night begin to fall
and the only light
came from the ever shinning moonlight
i call it the beaming skylight
some call it the nightlight
others call it twilight
many prefer call it as the midnight

life is never black or white
there are many grey area in between wrong or right
some prefer to speak while other prefer to write
never easy standing under the spotlight
performing under the limelight
just for a moment i would like to share something inside
emotional side that i long to incite

when i first met her, something inside just ignite
being beside her suddenly everything feel alright
dream came true this pretty snow white
make me her shinning knight

path was tough
and i let this princess go through tears of night
shaking in cold frostbite
lonely and in fright
at times switching off her daylight
try as i might
sometimes i fail to make her feel alright

but this princess still hold tight
pulling me back when i became a lost kite
becoming my safelight

we're not going to break cause we still beleive what we got is what we got
and we know we got it right
holding each other in sight
hand in hand holding tight
let us be each other's guide
with each other in arms we can make everything seems alright
beaming straight into finite
we will still brave the fire, walk the wire without much fright
with you around i feel so invisible
it's us against them all
with this together we stand tall
and we'll catch each other if one ever break the fall
finding ways to keep each on the track breaking every single wall

let them bring an army
let them bring a city
let them be monkey
or even donkey

road might be foggy
might not be any fancy
but i vow to not make u any lonely
words for thee
for once let me brave this story
and do my best to carry you dearly
making you feel like you are in disney
let only the tears of joy that flow through that face of ever lovely
smile like an angelic melody
shoulder you through it all safely
until i'm all wrinkly
through fifty
sixty
seventy
or even eighty
giving you my best solely

you have touched me that deeply
sorry for being silly
writting all this does sound a bit mushy
if not funny

but, finally

i dare to say, if not surely
sweetie,
you are that beauty
wanting you to be my that "only"
my little bunny
that i'm proud to make everyone envy

august 22

all grown up and strong, ready for battle
in a land fill of brutal and cruel
born in 20th of april
i know i can take the stage standing in the centre
life is like a burning candle
or it can be a glowing crystal
but thanks to the appearing of an angel
giving a whole new twist to this dream bubble
sending a halo to this devil
who knows you have been that important fuel
oh little miss sunshine that shine like a crown jewel
findng yu were like looking in the ocean for a needle
billion of people
that we start of as a perfect stranger
to you being that perfect special
you are like the perfect answer to that perfect riddle
novel
recital
melodic carol
it was not a gamble
but simply that perfect bridal

few days been nothing short of thinking about you
too much about you
now my head ia a little screw
however i know this is all just true
that i knew
all this thing i would never want to undo
i know you think the same too

august 21 (2)

i have not felt much burnout like i did now
im tired
on many aspect
and seeking a rest
this burnout is causing much problem
to me on every aspect
i need a long break
just to be myself and to refresh
mask are wearing thin
i knew a champion only growl in pain, cry in tears, kneel in defeat with nobody watching
will of an iron
nothing really kill me
just tire me down

thanks for the support when nobody does
thanks for the encouragement
thanks for listening

thats why in my heart you reign in heaven

Season changes
Another year goes by too slow
memories got blurry
i must be getting old

Anytime at all
listening to our song
Any days too long
Just turn it on
With or without me holding you at all

finding a reason
To be standing tall
Could you wake me from misery
Don’t wanna be alone
Walls are closing and I am floating

it is our song
that keeps my feet on the ground
still standing

august 21

beaming inside the ocean they call it the pearl
angelic voice and a sweet face girl
a kiss would send my feet curl
a smile would send my brain swirl
a touch would send my heart twirl
a hug would send myself in a whirl
it will be us against the world
let words be hurl
carefully we create our very own dream world
yes, u r my very own world
at times the walk seems a thousand mile
making you wonder if its ever worthwhile
walk has never been tougher ahead
i will walk it, just to see that smile

the moment i held your hand
how tough it is, i won't even think of letting go
hoping the journey would be easy
turning sadness into more happy moments
this love journey is like driving in a road
there will be small holes, humps and bumps
i pray to god to let go of two lovers
that god would spare 10 minutes of kindness
to let us enjoy this 10 minutes of worry free
a 10 minutes kiss
that to me that would be like an eternal bliss
ever so pretty, standing beside this little miss
that i call my princess
it is an honour that i am your prince
with you i knew that love does exist
hold on tight, and love me please
i just want an ending like it is
from the show beauty and the beast
with your love, i know i am forever at peace
never caprice
you are that missing piece

august 20 (2)

you are wonder
you are my whole new chapter
although not always the answer
your smile and touches has however make my life richer
someone who i have ponder
i just want to hug you tighter
in you ear i whisper
hold my hand dear
together we walk this path of cold winter
blazing hot summer
bed of dagger
carpet of fire
your eyes to me is like a diamond that glimmer
so ever sweet and tender
words will always be words from haters
although at times im a big fat liar
or tell you some funny jokes about nigger
or simply just a monster
but you are my life's new chapter
so let's walk this together
holding tight forever and ever and ever
and ever
and ever
and ever

august 20

i am mars, you are venus
your smile resemble all sweetness
if not pureness
making me feeling helpless
you are like an angel's heiress
showing a whole new meaning to christmas
there is no need for a big palace
without you around, it's like a melody being tuneless
sentence and speeches uttered wordless
at times pointless
for with you around, you define the word "us"
why spend time argue
when it only bring us blue
something we cant undo
my word for you is true
yes, time flew
but i knew
that u knew
how much u mean to me too
if i can, i would build you a statue
if i can, i would put your name in tattoo
why is it that you cant still see through
that i finally found you
and yes, i love you too

敢作敢為

對錯错是無形　得失怎計算
塵世裡的所有　分不開开 看不清
理智或糊塗　不須多介意
遊戲裡的所有　擔得起　放得低
敢作敢為为 今天那天高海闊阔
一笑常在　我便已擁有天和地
你我像浮雲　飛風中碰上
和你擦身走過　不相干但欣賞

sweat

the rain keeps falling and falling
same goes
the mouth keeps running and running

sweat

from heaven

a movie often end with a character taking a fall
usually a villian
or a superhero with a heavy burden
you are like a sunlight coming from heaven
giving sweet memories with sweet caption
some say be caution
but i can say with certain
you are the one i have chosen
sometimes this dream sound a bit too fiction
in life we often been given the sour taste of lemon
but least worry, im not at all shaken
beckham has his angel called harper seven
while bill gates has his billion
you just happen to be the one i have fallen
i hope time can just be frozen
where all arguments and misunderstanding would just lessen
because before i tuck you in bed
i would always want to say goodnight and sing you to sleep
only you
sometimes love happen all too sudden
heart were stolen
breath were also taken
all i know is that this wonderful woman
is just a gift from heaven
an awesomesweet charming gift from heaven

a little from inside too

Sitting down starring at the sky
drizzle down
creating mist of clouds
it's nothing but some feelings
Drowning in the pool of voices
You see I've always been a fighter
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
Love songs are meant to be sing like how it is meant
stars are meant to shine
songs are meant to rhyme
sky are meant to be touch
pictures that left behind
some made us laugh
memories that left behind
some made us cry
fragrance that left behind
some made us smile
stroking hair pampering you to sleep had always been the best moment
to touch your lips and hold you near
to play with your fingers and gaze into your eyes
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man
sometimes we ran out of luck
to a point we dont hug
sweeping crazy memories just under the rug
all this feels like you had just pull the plug
darkness loom near
its your laughter i yearn to hear
coldness creep in as any can bear
dear
your love is all i have to wear
build on this and not let it tear
nobody would understand
just how tired and strong we stand
in this hot frying pan
but let's hold hand in hand
in this tough cruel land
it is with you i feel i'm in heaven
too~

a little note from inside

Looking in your eyes I see a paradise
This world that I've found
Is too good to be true
Standing here beside you
Want so much to give you
This love in my heart that Im feeling for you

Let them say we're crazy, I dont care about that, what do they know
Put your hand in my hand
Dont ever look back
Let the world around us just fall apart
we can make it if were heart to heart

And we can build this dream together
Standing strong forever
And if this world runs out of lovers
Well still have each other

Im so glad I found you
Im not gonna lose you
Whatever it takes I will stay here with you
Take it to the good times
See it through the bad times
Whatever it takes is what I'm gonna do

understanding

i don really liketo hear judgement nor bias opinions

i know what im doing and the path that i choose to walk

it could becolder,harsher and tougher

but its ok.. it's my life

i have a lot of opinions inside me however i don feel it's at all important to share out at times

thats life.. nobody cares

but surely there are people of care.. one would say

i agree

that handful is what matter

however when even that handful decide otherwise

i would say... it's ok

smile and the world smile back might not be true, however y face the world with long face

if u can't force one to smile, try pushing it with two fingers

it works

quotes to share

#10- “We think success must be complex. We think, “it can’t be that easy””.

Yes it can. Success is actually really simple. It’s created through the daily repetition of all the little things we know we should be doing to become our higher self. There is no “secret” or elaborate method, and it’s within everyone’s reach.

#9- “Being realistic is the most common road to travel to mediocrity. Why would you want to be realistic?

Exactly. Plus, it’s way more fun to dream big and see the world as place where anything is possible.

#8- “I know who I am , and I know what I believe, and that’s all I need to know. “

We live in a society where it can be hard to fully express our beliefs and opinions. But to create the life we dream of, it is essential to have a deep, sometimes stubborn belief in our ideals

#7- “Greatness is something that truly exists in all of us. It’s very simple”.

The more I study great people, the more I realize that most of them are regular people. What sets them apart is that they have significantly better mental models, outlooks, and attitudes than everyone else. They have trained their mind to see the world in the most empowering way possible.

#6- “The separation of talent and skill is one of the greatest misunderstood concepts for people who are trying to excel, who have dreams. Skill is only developed by hours and hours and hours of beating on your craft.”

Work harder (+ work SMARTER) than everybody else, and with enough persistence, success is practically guaranteed. That’s why it’s so important to on projects we’re absolutely passionate about. Without passion, it’s very hard (and exhausting) to generate the efforts & focus necessary to achieve greatness.

#5- “I think there’s a certain disillusion quality that all successful people have to have. You have to believe that something different than what has happened for the last 50 million years of history.. you have to believe that something different can happen.”

Woaf. Another bombshell. It takes a lot of courage to defy conventions and explore the boundaries of what is possible. But it’s the people who do that that will push the world forward and make this planet better for all of us. Don’t listen to all the haters, the critics, the realists… Believe in your vision fully, and everything becomes possible.

#4 – “You don’t say I’m going to build a wall. You say, I’m going to lay this brick as perfectly as as a brick can be laid. And you do that every single day. And soon, you have a wall.”

Success isn’t created through short & furious bursts of effort, followed by long periods of inactivity. It’s created through daily, consistent, persistent action. That has been of the guiding principles in my life over the last 6 months.

#3- I am motivated by fear of fear. I started attacking the things I was afraid of.

This is another major common points between successful people. As Brian Johnson said, “our greatest successes are always right on the other side of our fear”. If we don’t learn to confront our fears with calm and focus, we can never achieve the great success that are possible for us.

#2 – If you’re not making someone else’s life better, then you’re wasting your time. Your life will become better by making other lives better.”

How powerful is that. It’s only recently started applying this into my own life, and I can attest that it’s very true.
Figure out what you’re good at, what you love doing, and use it to help other people. That’s a major principle in The Feel Good Lifestyle.

#1- “Don’t ever let somebody tell you you can’t do something. You want something. You go get it. Period.”

What more can be said. The world is out there for the taking my friends! Each one of us has the potential to create something amazing, and help make this world a better place.

But it’s up to us make it happen!!!
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Good luck!

hamster

Hahaha

this really make my day

:)

hahaha

life like a duck

one might view my life as nice and awesome

but i trust everybody's life is like a duck

look calm n collect but actually underneath the water is paddling hard

but in regards

i seek constant improvement

just that i have been tired............

however im strong enough to pick myself up n give myself a pat on the back every now and then

im no shinning armour knight

but a man who just hate losing n giving up

focus

has not been myself lately, got to pull myself up and stay focus

has been losing focus

this shall not continue

*breath*

sometimes just got to get shit together, nothing is impossible

i read a blog earlier, story cut short.. about a guy liking a girl thing

seriously, his blog sound pathetic, not that mine is any better but his...is just plain crap

his life revolve nothing except drinking,smoking,games and thinking about that girl..

really??

cant get mind off on that particular girl, that i understand because i too have been in that position... but surely one can find better things to do?? no??

life been a mess lately but i understand it's something god put me in to make me stronger

without enduring toughness, how does one grow.........

i once read an article and i quote "god always envy us human because we're mortal"

we dont live forever n only once

YOLO

i take this mess as a journey... no longer being too stress about, take it in the chin

its then i realize i have grown

or i just found other purpose in life

tear drop

if one can mean everything, how much does it mean if it's a bucket??

the whole thing seems to be going viral

i have nobody but myself to blame

we cant blame anything or anyone

it really can mean a lot of things

i have an unfortunate previledge to let a staff go this morning

it doesn't feel good... i acknowledge every effort he has put in

i wish him all the best in future findings

as for myself...

too long of a story

couple

every couplehas their own fair share of stories and tales

some were nightmares,while some were fairy tales

in regards

when there's up, there's definetely some down

i had my own fair share of stories....

it all start with a humble beginning

and i'm sure it will have a fantastic ending

we just at times need to be patient,sit back and enjoy the ride

a smile a day is all it takes

in the end

its how both party thinks that matter the most

for they are in their own very cute and fairytale world

a sweet dream i would put it..........

suffocating

who would actually understand....

too tired

everybody faces the same thing

is the war worth figthing till the very end??

nobody can ever tell someone if the war is worth or worthless

it's up to us to decide it

but why not let's change the statement to....

i'm much stronger than this

:)

us against the world

Its us against the world,or is it just me against the world

does not matter

i never need a pat on the back

nor a helping hand

nor even direction on where i should go

i'll be alright

more than anything, i know....

people don't respect you before you achieve anything

the buoyancy point would be at least i have self-respect

i cant even bother much on how others would look at me, for i know they ain't me

call me names or label me, i can even be judge

however

i believe in every walk of life... there is an untold story behind

i don need the support from the world

i can stand on my own