it stops

I walk around in a daze...
my hollowed out interior
filled with smoky gloom,
choking off all joy.
Just as life begins to clear,
I gasp aloud at the realization,
you're not here;
you never will be again.
I wilt like a waterlily
in the desert.
I walk around in a daze

If raindrops were tears

And it rained every day,

The rain couldn't wash

My heartache away.

You're still my ideal;

But it cuts to the bone

What I see in your eyes.

You want me to stop;

You want to be friends,

But you'll be my true one

Until breath and life ends.

Can it be time for us to say goodbye?
Too soon, it's much too soon,

You smile with ease, but I can only sigh

and it's so hollow

and suddenly it stops

the tunnel ride stop

no longer we play hop

or call each other silly names like sponge bob

remember how i use to be a flop

and there it stops

it just stop