# Heel: may 7

unfortunately Chinese as a so called minority in Malaysia are subject to the disadvantage of being yellow skin

born in 1984 and i'm closing in to the age of 30

i no longer care of how they other race would want to see me or us

and i have learn the very hard way, you will however be treated differently if we are a rich Chinese.. unfortunately the poor Chinese we being outcast.. oh, its the same as the poor Indian and also poor Malay..

Malaysia is heading into a one way bullet train ticket where the rich gets richer while the poor gets poorer..

it just depend on which direction of the train you got hop on

there are so much more problem to ponder about then being racist

my personal life is in a mess and so is my working life.. everything is like a struggle

then i realize... to work hard is mandatory

to chase luxury is optional... and i just want to have a decent adult life..

why worry too much on how my country will grow or prosper when the country itself careless about me

speaking of hudud or islamic state, is it really that important?

LOL

anyway, a man taught me today

"why bother so much? just focus on own life, work hard to earn money and enjoy it.. so what if everything is against moral, ethic and also life philosophy? still have to wok hard and earn a living.. how realistic the society has become. simple, in this election the rich play dirty and rule it while the poor who only has its ethic lost. rich always prevail"

there are no perfect system or perfect life ethic

and i thought it existed...

till' i risk many many things... pitting it on the line... how naive

i do not know what i have lost in the end

but how much i can change or turn back time?

i can't

money really that important? to a degree because it gives choices...

but not at the expense of something we hold dearly too