sept 27

despite the many ideas or values that i share

i remain firm on one that thing i am a mean person

mean for the guilty things that i have not completed in the nicest manner possible

i had bunch of employees talking crap behind my back.. which i don't really care much.. simply put because i felt both party do not share the same direction..

i would like to remain my private things to only myself

and of course for the people that i have hurt

i remain guilty as charge and no, i need not earn any forgiveness

everyone else i don't really owe them any explanation

they just like to run their mouth as if they know everything.. like our politician ministers

talk for the sake of noise pollution

These things that get in my brain so much... i just want to remain private.. very private on many other things.. opening up to certain people

that probably is the biggest impact that change some of my view...

i don't seek standing out or being that green apple

i just want to make something out of my life privately and as low profile as possible

to the many people that i did not approve your facebook thing.. is because i do not want to keep in touch via facebook beside not wanting people to know more about me

i don't update my facebook nor do i like to take pictures... i only share my thoughts via blogspot.. because this is where it all took place and this is where i find my peace

in business i am a serious and a very aggressive man.. nothing stops me and i am very hardworking and determine

personally i would like to remain as private as possible and as low profile as possible

its been really a while since i buy anything for myself.. no new shoes, no new clothes... not anything.. i don't feel like buying anything as well...

i dont feel like putting an argument, or voice my opinion nor do i feel like going out for a movie or anything.. i prefer to stay at home and watch dvd.. or maybe learn mahjong.. anything that make me stay indoor

if it is an outdoor thing.. i prefer isolating thing like fishing or simply going overseas..

why oh why the changes??

things that matter no longer matter

priority has change

perspective and view has change

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