oct 1

have a good talk with a few Phd friends in the library earlier... they are of course someone who is much smarter in terms of intellectual compare to me..

one of them show us a video clip on how police force were use to kick Chinese out of their houses

 one of them angrily and said how Malaysian Chinese were treated like dogs and doesn't seems to have a place in this country

well silly boy, we do have a place in this country. I mean dogs and cats live in this country too.. like those rats and animals, it's just unless you are the chosen one by birth to carry the title bumiputera, you are these animals... lol

the issue i have to deal on the lips of many people seems to revolve around cost of living getting high, bad government, economic is doing bad, property price going high...

worry too much that at times you forget to do good yourself.. have aim yourself and just work towards your goals.. don't have to worry too much on any other things...

Things in Malaysia is very expensive... everybody knew that.. but who call you to simply buy things in Malaysia?

if you want something so bad, after buying it don't bitch about it then..

what the future holds for us Malaysian? some people cant even figure out their own future and you want to worry about Malaysia's future.. lol

but of course don't make too many goals else you will lose focus and eventually not succeeding in achieving any of it..

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my colleague told me a story today

i listen...

he stated how he thinks certain woman are dumb in their brain.. i asked why

he tells me how a girl who is already 29 but actually still thinks she is in her early 20's and still want to play the "field"

we laugh

not that there's any wrong but have she look at how those young girls look like?

but that's not the point.. looks is one thing..

character and attitude is so much more important above everything else..

it doesn't matter how rich or poor the family is the girl from

or what education level she is in.. so long of course she is not stupid / retard

it also does not matter how pretty she looks so long she looks okay

but if she got some crazy attitude or character that is of different frequency from the partner.. it's going to be hard to click

i agree with one statement that life is not about looking for that perfect guy or girl but about experiencing magic together

i already 29 and is nearing 30.. basically if i were to live until 80, i'm in the second quarter of my life..

work has consume a huge part of my life since i'm 20 right up to now..

i want to make work more interesting and life more magical

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