space boy floating

i am very sure everything happen for a reason

i have been away from god for a while
losing my principles for a while
forgot how to well treat a person for a while

arguments is all i know
causing much harm and destruction along the way
a wake up call

always the same thing, sailing too high and i forgot the ground
there's always a person to remind me about me flying too high
back to basic and doing my ground work
i'm going vegan for a while, heading back to my roots

i deserve for everything that is coming my way
i will shoulder this and soldier on, its ok
good guy, bad guy.. it does not matter
i regret that i did not do my best and as guilt wrap its arm around me

i rather my world be without sunlight so long as she can give that smile  again
but there are people who has walk path that is even worst than mine...
i know she is better off without me and that im very sure at least she can smile a little more
im also very sure there's a reason why god make me walk this road

we started at april 15 2007
how time has flew by, memories were created in the process
5 years is some period
maybe its even too much for her