salute..

earlier someone says this to me "come out and talk", bewilded. i did not asked why and then the interesting part comes.

she called me an ass, a pussy or whatsoever

maybe i did step on her tail or some sort

anyway

i'm still at this moment kinda feel amazed she asked me to come out and talk.. to her?? do i need to write a report to her then? if in anyhow she wants to talk because she is sad, i am more than willing to listen but... there's a but....

she wants me to talk to her as if i owe her an explanation?? seriously??

it's like me reporting to my staff what i did yesterday.. it sounds silly if not a full retard

then of course she goes the extra mile, doing more extra things.

like if she goes that extra mile to study harder, she would have got a master by now.

but god knows what she thinks

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then there's this another one

that once go on and on about how i run my mouth... and how i get some yelling for it too..

did she again forgot that you need to practice what you preach?


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have conversation with a friend yesterday, he of course is not always the best listener nor the smartest around. it is through listening from him i understand the very simple concept of being together.

you stick through it and thats how i shared my humble advise to him... regards of the toughness, stick through it. it does not matter what others think because others were not in that situation. they might thought they knew it all, but they don't.

i then said, its very simple

if its meant to be, god will put the situation right. she might meet the right person and explain the right thing to her and she will be back

if its not meant to be, god will put the situation all seems haywire, she will meet the wrong person giving her the wrong advise and she wont be back

vice versa

does not matter which is right or wrong

wrong perception, right information, wrong guesses, right feeling, wrong intuition, right timing, wrong person, right reason, wrong step, right move

whatever the reason is..

my views, your views

we all shall stick through it.. but because you always think i'm the bad apple, the black sheep, the sinking ship, the nutcase, the unfaithful one, the reject one, the ego one..

i always end up the bad one

its ok

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you are really kind and pure in heart.. that i cannot deny

maybe we fail to find the balance, but again im very sure you tried your best..

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i don need to submerge crazy into work because of this, i'm again sure i'm more than capable to handle it myself..

this time round, i really don need any additional support..

so long as the mind is thinking positive and right, everything will eventually turn up alright. that im very sure. God at times like to put challenges for us but let me share with all a quote then,

we who are truly brave will have no fear,
for those that try to put fear in us
i say
just bring it