so near yet so far

so close



yet so far

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yeah, seems like i'm one of the few that only work on friday evening and through the weekends

everyone has a different way of spending their happy hour



weekday, weekend doesn't seems important to me..

tonight seems a bit different from any other nights... had i just single hand turn diamond into dust?? sometimes i cant help but wonder and ponder on this but is it important at all??



it is

life is so much more than just pondering...

and sometimes life can hit you hard

i can handle the impact.. of course..

and at times i hated it so much that i'm so emotion binded and blinded



so near yet so far, there is a reason god put me where i am.. some path is never easy, but which path is easy?? it is until we walked it that we realize it's easy or hard

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i do miss those interlectual conversation, that deep thoughts and also smart insight

and i always say god give us brain to use and not for anything else.. it is definetely not a decoration..

now i just have to rely more on books to get those insight..

damn