feb 21 2012

Thursday and we started work five days ago

We had successful annual dinner though its missing something from many years before, i consider this year to be a success... We have not even past the fifteen days of Chinese new year and everyone is so rally to go this year, securing full appointments for the month of march, efficiency at its best and i'm surprise in a good way of how well this current team is performing.

We will be organizing our first retreat, a company event that for the first time been welcome by all of our colleagues.

I knew this is our year

though there are few unhappy things that is going on... i determine to put it aside and just focus on things step by step.. i met with two individual today.. two out-standing individual i would put it

i learn so much about doing business from these two men, very importantly.. i also learn what should be done  when speaking to them.. It is a competitive conversation and could have easily drawn to the back if i did not constantly update myself

each profession has its very own topic as it seems

there are groups of people where they speak of investment dealing on properties and politics

then there are groups of people who speak on business opportunities and how they lower their risk while maximizing their profit

then of course there are people who speak of life philosophy and silly things

while others talk about rumors, games or simply things that doesn't uses their brain

no right or wrong

but i learned on how to be tactful and listen well...

i am an individual who perform exceptionally bad dealing in relationship or personal matter... my experience speaks so loud it drown out all praises.. i said this many times before i don't feel oblige to answer anyone regarding my personal matter, i however choose to speak out on my opinion if i do not understand certain things or issue.. as taught in secondary and primary school we should have an attitude of "ingin tahu"

curiosity drives a man forward

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This has been an event-less Chines New Year.. It doesn't bother me too much for i think we are in this world  to understand life and we will continue to live until we understand them..

Earlier i had a chat with a man and he taught me so many things about investment and also how to earn more income.. I still agree that money is important but i no longer feel a big need for it.. maybe because i felt that i'm already in the right direction

i always say, its not about earning 10,000 per month or 5,000 per month but justifying the figure... If i had put in 2 hours of work and is getting paid at RM 40, i considered that as decent but if i put in 2 hours of work and is getting paid at RM 200, i considered that as justified.

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What then is bothering me??

life is all about constant trouble shooting.. and has its own share of ups and downs.. but rather than focus on what hurt me most, i might as well focus on building a good character and weed out those bad attitudes

and i always share this too, so long with the right attitude.. anything is possible

There are many IF and WHY in this world.. however with each mistake comes with maturity and being wise.. I began meeting people who fail tremendously on career as well as personal matter.. everyone has their own fair share of problems.. its how we stand back up and moving forward that matter the most

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My mom keep nagging and few aunt keep giving advises

i appreciated but i don't need any..

i get it myself when the time is here..

right now i am neither happy nor sad.. i'm not lost either.. i am that raw fruit that is maturing

some do it faster, some do it slower.. i have spend a lot of time maturing on my business, time to slow down and sort out my personal life...

i need no super luxury life.. but a nice cozy one is enough..

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Note to myself,

Just focus on building my very own weakness while flexing my muscle in the business world. Everything will work out with right attitude. No need to reveal anything, keeping my shut. There is no need to bother a single thing what others say because keeping low profile is a good thing.

I began to want some privacy in my life

I seek her hand a bit too early and thus causes much arguments but its okay.. as said, i'm still in this world to learn about life and i am not an inch closer to what i am suppose to learn

until the ocean doesn't touches the sand... there are certain things which will remain THAT important