everyone has that insecurity of themselves
some look up for god's help
some waited for money to drop down from sky
some create another half using a mirror
some just wait.. and wait
maybe just maybe
and when we open up a little
but people always tend to put their feelings as priority
can we really blame them all?? everyone does the same
however when we in need of that small support.. of that lift..
it turns into some sort of argument
or anger
or debate
just got critic
or step on
man should be strong enough to shoulder all this and that
however once in a while
it should be reminded that man is human after all
not only girls have feelings
but this feelings...
good or bad
make me realize and also wonder
when all hope is dash
it does not matter
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some people prefer surprises
some people prefer well plan
some people prefer spontaneous
some people prefer stability
while some people prefer party
others prefer calmness
it's just different..
i once try a much spontaneous life and although it bring joyful and happiness it also bring much problem too.. but we are not here to blame or whine.. just expressing our thoughts...
when the very person, that important person defy your very deep thoughts and feeling.. it is when insecurity comes in and shattered you slowly, though i am strong enough to handle it.. i can help but feel that pinch..
try as you may, you would not understand nor i beg you to
however when i do not smile.. its when i felt tired and lonely too
its really okay
i really miss walking the beach and enjoy that sun.. with someone special
not always just listening and trying my best for others
if you can understand that... play yourself a nice song now
and give yourself a pat on the back
because for that i can tell you
i truly understand
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